Bettina Sobelladonna a.k.a. Bettina / Kashoggi77

Time Out

2007-09-10T08:32:00.001-07:00

Finch appolagies for another time out,eventy's may also be catching up as Steve Miller would sing "Time keep's slipping back to the future?" Our future's are often found in our past's and a little bird sing's Bettina may have been found but reluctant to "slip back to the future " and claim ehat was left for her all those year's ago This will be continued.....

Three Decade's cont.....

2007-09-04T07:26:00.001-07:00

Well this is bringing back such memories,forgive my taking so long to recall them correctly, it's very difficult not to refer to Terry as Angel.... Terry gave me a "Not a word "glance,and nodded at David then sighed,probably nothing i'll have a sit down with him when he's not expecting me..just to be on the safe side then...... David pulled a face"He's past his best but still dangerous ,he's fast for his size ,got fast fist's, and carries a blade in his boot,you need to be quick you were but that was a while ago,take my advice ,take me and Coffee with you Rab as well Bindon's rarely without that little Pshyco watching his back and mob handed " Terry shook his head"Coffee would cut him up for looking sideways at him , so would Rab , and he's been out of the country, i think his old lady might have been asked something and "someones " used his name to frighten the lady i love ,i know who to have more than a sit down with once the Binman and i have had one,you don't need trouble , Coffee and Rab don't and I'm trying to ensure the lady i love doesn't have any because of me or anyone else,you know me i can talk my way out of most thing's and look after what i cant" Dave nodded "That was a while ago I've heard "stories?" Decking two plain cloths up in Soho,and that your tooled up nowadays ,Bindons is terrified of guns you put one in his face hell crap his pants there and then ,but you watch out for his little blonde friend he's the tool merchant.and i'd heard you were tooled up again" Terry pulled aface "Heard wrong then ,got given a couple to look after one real one not there in safe hand's love ,tool's not fashion accessories .told you I've been living with the lady of my dream's ,not having her caught by some collateral damage as for the two filth didn't know they were filth untill one got mouthy and went to collar me ,private row with Chrissie wasn't it par for the course back then just decked them and legged it she was well out of the way by the time i hit the first one have'nt seen her since nor do i want to thaas last year i think ,memore's a bit fuzzy lately i remember seeing Sue though "Ouch!" Dave laughed "Knew I'd see you ,saw two of your ex's tonight ,one that would stab you in the back the other would love to get cuff's on you again" Terry smiled "Well they blame me for everything but the Second world war ,but at least i cant be blamed for Sue being Gay she was before we... became close she just needed a night with me to convince her....which one wants to stab me Chrissie?" WE laughed ,Dave nodded, Terry sighed only turned her half gay ,likely why she hates me even more then, even heard she was mixed up in all this nonsense, knocking around with the ex public school crowd and friends of one whose a grass ,still Cest la vie, I've something more pressing to do tonight , best see the others before i slip away I'll be up at up all night ...all night ,lets hope neither pop in for a brew Sue will be torn again , could have arrested me last year bless her ,cracked the flat i was in in Hampstead ,raiding a couple of address's there not looking for me,but she always had a habit of finding me did'nt she ,she kept a straight face though ,more than i did dozen bloody wooden tops in the bedroom a dog going mental , Chrissie in bed screaming "Its after my Pussy" Dave laughed "Your cat?" Terry nodded " Me stood there half a key of Thai stick's plus some nasty and a Browning 9 ml in a family size box of washing powder 6 foot away! Not my idea of an alarm call and Chrissie only goes and gives her real name as well ,sure the cow was trying to get me hung, but in comes Sue cursing "whats going on in here" theni think " Oh Shyte!" We laughed he did a little slow shake of his head then nodded"She did'nt bat an eyelid just told them to get tyhere act together and move onto the other flats instead of "all" being crowded into our bloody bedroom ,most left she gave the dog handler a look of disdain and got Chrissie to show "Pussy" to the dog that got it at it again and she goes "Well who taught it to sniff out that then ?In possesion of class a pussycat ,you write that up and see what the chief say's come on if thats the extent of your haul we had best do some real police work had'nt we " Left me standing there not knowing wether to laugh or do one through the window there and then" We realy laughed about that ....Sorry it's so hard to think that of all those there that night ,and all those I've mentioned some would die so soon after i left London that week,and that i might be he only one alive now

2007-08-25T04:36:00.001-07:00

Three Decades Ago cont..

2007-08-20T07:56:00.000-07:00

Well i had to smile as i was an Eagles fan and he'd used there lyrics to effect ,but the sadness in both voice and eyes hurt me ,so did him starting to cough again ,but it was that he move quickly away and vomited pure blood that alarmed me ,one of the men inside nodded "Third time he's done that darling" i waited as hr rinsed it away then rinsed his mouth out before asking "Whats wrong?" He smiled "Thatchers going to become prime minister one day?" That got him jeered and cursed ,latter by me for him to be serious,he nodded,"Got soaked through,little run down,not sleeping ,no heart or soul,left them with another ,probably my spleen venting its disgust with me,livers been playing up for a while,other than that I'm fine sweetheart" As you can imagine i wasn't happy with that despite his smile so picked up his coat and asked him to come with me, i ignored his "Sorry Im in love "and worse from others and took him out of there and asked Tamara to phone her friend who was a Doctor and could be trusted, she smiled at Terry's face pull and "Been to the Royal Free today love"then nodded,and said "On her way shes not far from here either checking on one of the girls she operated on last month" Well Terry's face was a picture,i laughed he told me to do the anatomically impossible ,I'm not double jointed....... some few minutes later in came one very attractive American come was about our and Terry's ages Tamara went to her , she listened had a juice then nodded ,then it was off to a near bye flat,with Terry moaning that he was fine, once inside she did not stand on ceremony it was Right,eyes first then shirt off ! which got a sighed "No hard feelings then" That was ignored despite the smile ,she examined his eyes ,then asked him to take his shirt off well I'm not sure what surprised her the most the very large purple bruise under his ribs or the naked blade suspended between his shoulder blades..........,it was an old trick and as and as Terry said "Easier to surrender to some mug than bend to pull it from a boot isn't it sweetheart" she smiled to her self then examined his side stomach and back before asking how did that occur and what treatment was given ? Terry shook his head"Woke up on the floor and it was there sort of grown me since,no treatment ,had a blood test today ,been feeling strange for awhile ,memory problems mood swings,not violent more depressive? Taking Diconanol for the pain cant feel any though and a Harley street Quack prescribed Nandrolin injections months ago, needed building up a bit,need it more now,Dr Williams is my consultant,but i go through with a social worker there she keeps my file ,for obvious reasons?? Dicky liver ,and yes i know ,don't drink ,don't take drugs live longer ,leave an ugly corpse behind , I'm stupid not uninformed Doc...well not in those matters" She was far from pleased and asked if she could examine him "down below" he smiled "Im surely heading there if i don't redeem myself to my lady ,but your an Angel of mercy sweetheart ,destined to meet God ,you ll like her a lot" i laughed, she went to unbuckle his belt and cursed as the buckle became a punch blade in her hand Terry smiled "Safe sex Doc" she laughed at that one ,then"explored" and pulled a face, Terry smiled Hard feelings Doc? she nodded then loosened a protective "cup" that rugby players wear,Terry rolled his eyes and asked "What sort of doctor are you ,please don't say a proctolagist and go for the prostrate g spot" i remember laughing as she shook her head and said "NO a gynaecologist how do you feel now?" well Terry sighed "More like the subject of a proc doc if i was feeling myself whats up doc No hard feelings " well even she had to laugh"None"That was how he was, love or hate him he made you smile bless him.......to be cont....................................................................... Sorry this a bad month I smiled at "V" the doctor as she laughed "No , no hard feelings, if i wasn't gay i might be offended" then i went out as Tamara called me,i chatted with her and the flats owner {who was in bed and shall remain nameless then went to help Tamara make a drink,she took one to the owner and i went back to see Terry and "V" but Terry wasn't there "V" nodded to the back"Making a call " i remember asking her what she thought and how much i owed her, she shook her head "Nothing re the cost interesting subject,as for my thoughts patient confidentiality should apply but id like to learn more myself,as for prognosis and diagnosis interesting,id keep him in if for observation if he was the type to listen,which he is but not to me over that at least,i don't think the spleen is ruptured but its taken a blow and he's being sick when he drinks which is a concern,the specialist he named as regards his liver is one of the leading authorities ,he gave him 12 months if he didn't change his way's,that was last summer it doesn't seem he took much notice of him so he's unlikely to take much of me,whoever this "lady of his dreams is is the one to speak to him,he'll listen and act to her words in my opinion,the liver is slightly swollen not being helped my the steroids or the opiate pain killers but he is in "otherwise" good shape,extremely slow heartbeat as well,surprising as diconol doesn't produce that really,its strong just slow,nothing wrong with his reflex's either,the spleen worries me so does his memory and mood swing issues i will be interested to see the results of his blood tests but wont have them until tomorrow afternoon,is he one for hiding the truth as regards what he's taken?" i shook my head"Not at all , he said he'd been drinking to much but that he'd cleaned up his act as regards drugs up for a while up until this last week ,but he'd been prescribed the steroids,shouldn't he have?" She shook her head "No he shouldn't have the "quack" should have run blood tests before prescribing anything remotely like that,given his liver problem,oh and there is probabley a tiny bit of glass under his tongue i could remove it very easily,its been giving him problems i highly sympathise with actually" Well i laughed as she touched the tip of her nose with her tongue, she smiled,"Al work and no play,I'm looking forwards to a drink later I'm meeting a friend here actually and he's late" That surprised me she smiled "No not bi ,just a friend in need then I'm off to the clinic put these bloods away and out for a drink with Tamara and your friends" That made me smile then i heard a curse and laughter,"V" smiled and we went to investigate as Terry laughed "You are one ugly female theirs a doc here she could do some work on that face its her speciality " Well "V" muttered "OH OH that's asking for trouble" A male cursed "you irreverent bastard no wander your so bloody popular,efing Bowie faced bitch " I laughed as i recognised the voice and got a face pull then laughed "Oh shit your not this new women of his are you songbird" "V" frowned as Dave gave Terry a hug then as i got one ,Dave gave her a cheek kiss and smiled "Old friend love sorry I'm late crawling with filth out there tonight" Tamara came in and smiled "Brews anyone ? She got a cheek kiss then Dave nodded" Excuse us i need a word with this one ,got to ask where he got his locks done ?" That was polite so we nodded "V2 smiled and asked how i knew Dave ? I explained "From the west end years back then went to take them there brews Dave nodded then sighed "Your popular Angel someones asking for a job to be done on you,offering money as well,not chump change either,i thought of doing it but that'd leave the filth with me Lord Lucan Biggsy and Stonehouse to look for" Terry smiled "Same old same old Dave,heard something about it ,forget that what you Know about Bindon "old school "isnt he, hates grass's?" Dave gave him a" look ""Hates himself then bastards been in the "spooks " pocket and feeding them tit bits for years,all very on the QT but i have good scours es {Dave explained about Bindon having a liaison or three with Princess Margret in Mystique and London,having compromising photographs and being afforded some protection on a quid pro quo basis ***** SEE ANGELS COMMENT*****} he then asked Terry" You got a problem with him ?" Terry shrugged" Heard he wanted a word but hes still in the states or so I've been told , i want a sit down with him though********COMMENT ABOVE***!!!!!

gremlins in the works ?

2007-08-18T06:59:00.000-07:00

Almost 30 years ago

2007-08-13T10:28:00.000-07:00

Not quite to the day/night but it has become more than just the night Elvis fell from his throne and died,its the night another died in london,so Angel will have to forgive the absence and i will overlook his comment .Did Terry have a full brother, a twin perhaps, some laugh "I wish" others "Please god No!" Terry went to dry himself in the gents after some of us girls told him to,it was when he didnt come iut after a while Tara went into see why not none of us girls stood on ceromony ,it was when she came out pulling a face at me i first became worried as she called me away from the others and told me "Coughing up blood,and not flecks of it, hes not well darling.." S nodded towards the girl's Vees a docter , surgeon actually , very trustwothy as well. i remember being surprised,and went in to see Terry ,ignored the face pulls and saw anoyher surprise..... his hair ! He was drying it under one of the hand dryers and it was completly different realy finelt streaked in variose shades from silver to gold his own brown hair all but lost now it was dry ,.....Sorry but i so remember asking who'd done it as he was'nt coughing at all and i just loved the hair, i remember,him saying "Lady of my dreams saw i needed to be polished up sweetheart allways a "Johnny come lately" as well as a "New kid in townthough "is'nt there !Needed to change ,did'nt i,got to now ,last chance saloon is attonement and redemption i hope,if im blessed with a second chance that is...never to late sweetheart..."

More of the -------- same

2007-07-30T08:59:00.000-07:00

Men ! I'm tempted to ask if the Angels were related,this one is almost as infuriating as Terry could be,at times but at least he'd smile or wink when you cursed him . Terry did not give the "lady of his dreams" a name so that is why i havent . If "some people" had alittle patience i was getting around to that, and dont you dare put a "comment to that , have some respect for your elders... oh i'm asking for cencorship ar'nt i I will explain the "i wish i had known how ill he was" and "what was going to happen " It's not easy to look back and see that with hindsight that had i realized some things and acted on them that i would not be sat here trying to relate this, i truly wish i was not doing so. . The possible reason he did not put a name to her was that he didnot know several of the girls i was with another one is that he had allways tended towards "compartmentalizing" his friends very senisibly so given his way of life and his position This Angel asks about the other now as to why i owed him my life ,perhaps one day i might speak of it,but as he had Silva point out this is about Bettina not myself you can wait untill next month for that thought Mr...

More b------ explanation.

2007-07-26T07:02:00.000-07:00

Right ..... Annoyingly i have to repeat, that i did not think Terry could Take Bindon in a fair fist fight{ not that either were likely to have had one of those with each other! Terry may have been" Cupid stupid" but he wasn't totally bloody stupid } nor do i imagine for a moment Terry did ,what i was trying to say /write get over was that Terry was there to find Bindon for a "sit down" but knowing him as i did i know he have not hesitated to go for the throat ,literally if it had even looked like"kicking off " and i knew Johnny Bindon Biff or Biffo to some and yes he was one nasty ---- in a fight ,he had a punch that would have damaged mike Tyson if it landed , he could take it as well as give it ,as well but he wasnt unbeatable my any stretch of the imaginatation only Wensly Clarksons . I looked at Wensley Clarksons tabloid toilet paper of a book ,i would have laughed if Biff.... Bindon wasn't dead and to put him on the cover holding a gun!...Please that was from a t.v. soap ! Bindon was terrified of guns i know that for a fact..he was one very formidable fighter but to give the story as if he was one of the real chaps please and as for the"Only one man ever beat him in a fight? Please i saw him pasted three times, once by Kenny,{bless him} and once by someone no bigger than Terry as well . Unlike Wensly Clarkson I "will" let truth get in the way of a story,good or bad. I'm not here to speak ill of the dead but i will tell it how it was ,Clarksons book is tabloid rubbish, poorly written ,badly if at all researched ,dates of birth and middle names inncorrect ,factually inaccurate in the greater part! Bindon was NOT anti hard drugs, he was NOT a knight in shining armour to any damsel in distress, some maybe ,but a very few and then generally only if there was something in it for him and that was 99% of the time , he was human when it suited him to be , he was also a pshycotic animal ,he had one claim to fame other than the size of his penis[ and it wasn't that he was any great shakes with that as more than a party piece either ,as a lover he had stamina and that was it,and usually fuelled by cocaine ,dope and booze,] he did however tell excellent stories , he wasted what talent he had, and in that respect he and Terry were quite similar. Micheal his brother{not Mick Terry's step brother} Bindons brother was a much nicer person .While I'm" on one" I'll add that Terry was flawed as well, a flawed semi rough diamond with as many facets as a cut one, was how the girls thought of him, and i imagine there are those that think of Bindon like that ,but i knew them both and there was only onet hat i would have trusted with my life, and that was Terry, i owed it him actually, which is one more reason that this is so difficult and why i wish I'd have realised how ill Terry was that night ,and what was going to happen ...very few really knew Terry ,lots knew him, but very few" really" knew him,I'm not even suggesting i did, although i had known him longer than most albeit not constantly. I'd not see him for years at a time at times , andI 'd probably spoken to Bindon more than i had to Terry over those last few years so I'm quite cable of being"objective"despite being "indebted." Terry certainly changed over the years,we all did, the girls {Twins,cousin and a couple more} used to say he'd spent 5 "wilderness" years with Chrissie his very much EX by 1977 and another for St Jude /lost causes } and that those years had taken there toll on them.Later they might have said he was with St Blaze{lost souls} Maybe there all there togeher? No I'm not changing my mind ,,,they weren't religious it goes back to something they shared when they first met, someone gave Terry a Jude & Blaze coin/medallion ,he was forever loosing things and gave it to "Neon" to look after , she later made a mold from it and made several more with Irish gold...the only other biblical things they were into were "Angels "Camile was a superb artist and air brushed them onto there Harley Davidson's and ,she also painted very "raunchy" ones with friend's faces ,it started in Ireland but with Terry's nickname,it sort of became a fetish? They did meet on Piccadilly circus under Eros after all! They did think very highly of the "Magdalene "as several of there Friends fell under her patronage myself included,then came St Jude and the irony that the police also thought of St Jude as there patron wasn't missed many thought Terry a lost cause that's for sure but there were a "host"of those back then... Now its sadly a host of those gone to Blaze's .....

The "Twisted" Sisters

2007-07-25T07:46:00.000-07:00

Apologies for the delay "Angel has been incommunicado and "Silva" wanted to clear me speaking of the twins...Not the Krays as some have thought ...possibly because Bindon was a goffer for those gentlemen at times? These Twins and there cousin were known to there closest friends as the twisted sisters ,two half Irish half Palestine beueteys {mirror image twins that rarely ever looked it and were called Chameleons or Camile and Neon for fun {anyone who remembers a pack of multi coloured leather clad {female] stunning angels who rode through central London and along the Kings Road on Harley Davidson's in the 70s would have seen one of them and or there attractive full blooded Irish cousin , these three ,had come to London in the late 60's fresh from convent school and made the "sacrifice" with Terry ,that the cousins God father was about one of the most respected Republican freedom fighters there was ,was not common knowledge but a fact,and those girls loved Terry ,[first blood love allways lasts ]they themselves were no push overs, Terry had often said that any of the three could "whoop his arse" they may have looked like models but they were quite capable of becoming very "Dark Angels " all three had been taught the value of martial arts from an early age, the twins mother had married an Irish Ranger and she was apparently very skilled in most martial arts, oddly taught by her best friend a Jewish lady that had survived the concentration camps an unlikely alliance some might say but there was nothing typical about the girls , and they could bring a world of pain to anyone if they had a mind to,Terry was no Angel either, not if it came to it, Coffee and the girls had seen to that ,Bindons reputation with a blade wouldn't have troubled Terry and unlike Bindon he was quite capable of stripping a handgun down and putting it back together as well as using one ,id seen him face down one of Magintys men{Irish dealers who ran the cannabis scene around Soho then} when he was only 17 years of age "Hookey " was armed and so was terry ..that was in the Earl of Sandwich in Li ester Square ,not a pub for the weak hearted back then unlike Hookey Terry didn't show off the gun but he made sure Hookey saw it under the table He once said "not a fashion accessory just a tool,some jobs just cant be done without the tools " . I saw him use a blade, unlike the one who pulled it on him once , i never saw him pull a gun but i had seen him with one and clean one.... and he only had to ask the girls....Now please don't get me wrong they were sweethearts, they hated politics and to them "religion "was Latin for the" tie that binds "they were strictly"non interested parties" when it came to that nonsense but ,they had those that watched over them albeit from a distance...not to far, they had them there in London,whether they liked it or not...they didn't ,but such was life /cest la vie as they would say,They hadn't seen Terry for a number of years , they weren't around when he was busted or ,they spent a number of years in Paris and Beirut, they came back at the end of 1976 and heard about what had happened then as far as i can remember now.... Anyway the point i have tried to make is that Terry would have not feared{rightly or wrongly} confronting Bindon for a "sit down " and explanation as to why it was being said Bindon wanted to "see" him ...I'm not suggesting Terry could have taken Bindon in a fight ...not a fist fight at least though i have to say i had seen Terry drop a colored chap that was bigger than bindon once ,Terry had a capacity for violence if pushed and he knew where and how to hit, his attitude was if he couldn't win quickly he couldn't win fairly, so he went in hard and fast ,he wasn't big but was he ever fast, he hit that chap flush in the throat before he hit him, and twice more for good measure,so fast the chap didnt see them comeing it almost killed him,so he could fight ,and way above his weight if he had to ....But he hadn't come to fight he'd come to talk because as he said that last time i saw him.."Bin man's {reverence was never his weakness} supposed to be old school ,at least that's what I've heard and I've been doing the "Art of war "thing{ a reference to "know your enemy}One of his and the girls favorite books along with The anarchist's cookbook was The Art of War } i can't see him backing a grass, maybe its more a "know your Friends " thing and I'm not seeing it ,my head;s been up my arse for to long sweetheart."...That got him a smile but it was then i should have realised he wasn't well at all ,hindsight is both a bitch and a bastard ,it could be that it's both curse and blessing as well he'd always had really good foresight even when stoned in the past ,true i hadn't seen him for a while but not that long...anyway as i said that it what i wanted to explain. So why have i called this The Twisted Sister's? Well Terry was self deprecating at times and one of his lines when he was being "chatted up" was "Listen sweetheart I'm so good in bed I'm a feminists dream, one night with me you'll be a "twisted sister" and "off" men for life" Personally i prefer to think if I'd shared the and the twins bed with him and there cousin it would have made me more very happy than "twisted" The line rarely worked as more than adding one to the "challenge" of course{ One thing he was,nt was an easy lay, but deep down i think there was some genuine insecurities...the overwhelming impression i got from that night was that" whoever" this "Woman of his dreams "was .he'd finally turned "fallen angel" and given away his soul as well as his heart to her ,which makes writing this so very difficult......

In the begining

2007-07-03T08:17:00.000-07:00

That realy made me laugh as it took me back to the late 60s i was at tht Arts labortory in Drury lane when the hotel squat ,one of Londons first "Big " squats, when several hundred police came to both raid and close it down and Terry along with Levi the then leader of the Hells Angels were along with certain others very much on the polices wish list , i still have the newspaper photo of the inspector being shouted down to that officers then inside couldnt find them and right behind him is Terry ,he was quite the escape artist even then,Dave Madtin was agood frind of his and he was one of the best, Levi and his brother were good friends of Terrys as was gypsie John who took over from Levi when he was "unavoidably detained " at her madges... Some seem to think Terry would have feared Bindon ,Terry was wanted by Scotland Yards drug squad, Chelsea police and the rest of the police as well as customs and exise and variouse other "assosiated" agencies and had been fof several years, yet he was right there in the heart of it ,not laying low andhad carried on carrying on regardless , that had earnt respect,plus he had a lot of very well known and not so known faces he could call on if needed he also had the twins...

Finch

2007-06-29T05:55:00.000-07:00

Hello and thanks a bunch ...Well after reading what i asked "Angel" { sorry that name so reminds me of Terry as it was one of his first nicknames and the one by which i first knew him , however as he and this"Angel " are NOT one of the same i will persevere, and on reading what i asked to be printed i do understand the small amount of constructive criticism and will address it. Firstly i was never blessed in meeting Bettina, so can only retell some of what i was told by Terry {very little expressed in words, but volumes in eyes and tone} and what i have heard from others since................................................................ Now i look back on that time i feel a great sadness,reflecting on it i cannot help wandering "What if?" and " I wander?" No doubt we have all had cause to think the same over the years and i cannot hep but wander if Bettina is alive and well if she has looked into a mirror and thought "I wander, And What if?" Anyway that is what we are attempting to do is it not? To find out what became of Bettina , and hopefully by ensuring if she is alive and well she recives the letters etc and learns the truth of just how much Terry truly loved her Terry had one or two "catch phrases" ie"Never say never,unless its Its Never to late" he had a strange sense of humor at times i remember Tara asking him "What if the police turn up ?" terry smiled and sighed "Ask them to surrender?"

Bettina and Terry.

2007-06-22T10:34:00.000-07:00

Angel has asked me to point out that this is not Terry's story but Bettina's. Finch has been granted leeway only because she and the sisters feel that the intricate part of this mystery centres around Bettina and Terry's ,and parting, so will allow Finch to continue .....

Bettina gets Angels

2007-06-20T08:47:00.000-07:00

A quick hello and thank you to "Finch" who has finally managed to receive our invitation to put her own memories into words,rather than have them lost in translation,also a further plea for assistance ,we need to reach out to Germany these words and thoughts must be felt there please help in this

Bettina Sobelladonna a.k.a. Bettina/ Kashoggi77

2007-06-19T08:36:00.000-07:00

Bettina Sobelladonna a.k.a. Bettina/ Kashoggi77 missing you.net http://bettinasangels.myblog.com/home.html

2007-06-02T06:52:00.000-07:00

Intermission

2007-06-01T09:32:00.000-07:00

Finch emailed to say she will continue her story soon ,in the meantime i have to say "Miaow"to one "commenter" i can only speak as i find and i find the eyes have it, so if your referring to "Maria a.k.a. Mona?" That lady has more heart than most in my opinion or had once upon a time ,i seem to remember she could take her drink as well back then ,i do seem to fondly recall her being under the table once though,So if it is you Mona Lotta please show that you do indeed have a heart even if accompanied my only a vague memory?

To Be discreet or not 2" BE"

2007-05-29T06:45:00.000-07:00

An open invitation to guest blog readers to co tribute more than comments is soon to be extended,some may say this tempts fate. My answer is simple "Que Sara Sara" Time and tide etc ,personally speaking i would think "Bettina?" would agree that VERITA'S is long overdue and 30 years a very extreme sentence, also a very long time to respond to an SOS to her mother ,one she asked to be sent if one email er is to be believed .Why would she not wish to let a concerned party know she was?is alive ,maybe even well? Far easier to answer why others wouldn't wish the boat rocked isn't it? I was asked "NOT" to ruffle feathers. Two Emalee's think some need plucking out ,so come on lets hear from someone with compassion if not empathy is "Bettina?" alive and well ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????.
"FINCH" writes............................................................... Since being told of your site i have been in touch with some others that were around London when Terry And "Bettina?" were together,one or two knew Terry from before he went AWOL from the Old Baily some from when he was in Soho where many of working girls in particular knew him, Coffee and Dave Martin,some of his Friends from back then , one also says "Bettina?"was in South West London in the late 1980,s i am sending you her email address. I have given a great deal of thought as to whether i should have posted that comment on your site as that night i last saw Terry was very strange indeed,but having spoken to someone else that saw him after i did think it only right to elaborate on it,but first i should say to those that didn't know him well he was often quite a contradiction even an "anomaly" Phil Lynot {Thin Lizzy} called him a hippy with "attitude"He certainly had a dark side,but those i have spoken to say "Bettina?"was THE one and that he truly loved her ,sadly i never met her as i had been out of the con try for sometime. I saw Terry last when he came into a bar in Chelsea ...........................He certainly caused a stir as he was looking for John Bindon .Some would call that an error of judgement as Terry was 5,9. and about 10 and a half stone ,compared to Bindons 16 stone? and 6foot plus some knew Terry better,it was also that he was quite different to the places usual customers back then his "look" was very androgynous ,very "sex,drugs and rock and roll,shoulder length hair long black leather coat, skin tight black leather gloves plus black Kohl eyeliner! Sadly nowadays i would liken his "look" to Brandon Lee in "The Crow" perhaps that is very apt??? Actually he wasn't there for a fight but a "sit down " something Bindon would have respected,and something he was entitled to given he had the respect of alot of the real "faces" back then.Bindon wasn't there he was either in the states or on his way back apparently , this really puzzled Terry as well as P----- him off,as word was out Bindon was going to "do" him ,anyway Terry said "Hello" to myself and the girls i was with and left a message that he'd call at Bindons old ladies in couple of days .i have to say he didn't look well, tired and drawn actually, i asked what the "problem was he pulled a face and said he wasn't 100 per cent sure but whatever it was it was "getting sorted" as he needed to get his life together if he was to get the "women of his dreams "back. That made me smile on several counts as the last time id seen him he was very much not for being involved ,and given his position[Having jumped bail several years before]When i mentioned that he blew me away by saying " Once i know shes safe well talk about me giving myself up .getting the past over and done with so we can build a future sweetheart...." I was shocked But pleased he'd found someone that "special" i got a brief catch up of what was going on and knew something stank as "uncle Eddie and the grass Nigel Buckland were involved Terry also knew something more was behind it as Irish Franks name hadn't come up and should have as he'd also been involved in giving Nigel Buckland the Gypsy's warning ! Those that didn't know Terry as i did could have been forgiven for thinking he was a little crazy, those that knew him better knew he was more than a little crazy if pushed to being, it,though nothing was actually said i knew him well enough to be in no doubt that he was quite prepared for more than a"sit down " if it came to it... ..

comments/apolagies.

2007-05-26T08:10:00.000-07:00

Sorry to have been a little remiss but i have been getting quite a lot of information some a little to much to leave on "comments"......as to why i am using the tag "angel" as user name ?I could say its serendipity.and a homage to a very special lady,i will say "Angels", come in many hosts and very many guises,certainly the sisters that have been so enlightening are to such beings Some that would contest that neither "Bettina "or "Terry ",were "Angels"though none would contest that they both "fell"for each other the moment there eyes met according to discovered papers and the anonymous testimony of some commenter's they certainly lit up a room when they were together ,one called them "Two of the most beautiful creatures of there time ,to see them toge her was to see "perfection". Im still quite frankly astounded that Wensley Clarkson has not had the decency to respond to a dieing ladies plea for just a little information ,but i will be only to delighted to pay him due respects,and offer apologies if he does find he has a semblance of decency and or compassion left in him was it ever there?

sis cont...

2007-05-21T09:27:00.000-07:00

what is also certain is that one Micheal Kennedy from Totenham was also on the"hit list" Mick to his friends a catholic but not particlarly political was a well liked and repected villian who specalised in ringing moters a gentle man unless threatened and one th at Bindon would have done well to avoid meeting in a fight ,rumored to be related to Terry he was murdered by the three red handers po after two got badly beaten when they attacked him. Those are facts,whatisnt known is what happened to Terry and Bettina...............

sisteract

2007-05-21T08:29:00.000-07:00

sadly Wensley Clarkson still remains silent as regards the plea of a dying women and her wish to know of Bettina's well being .Her sister has forwarded details of "uncle eddies " and Nigel Buckland his friend Jeff ,John Bindon and the three Belast males that conspired together .....some would like me to say "allegedly" what is 100percent certain is that despite Bindons pro catholic roots ,Bucklands family home in Wicklow and the others Protestant roots all worshiped money and power above all else ,so an unlikely alliance was not so surprising The three from Belfast dealt in drugs and vice were associates of Bucklands friend Jeff and it was his coveting of Bettina that would ensure at least one murder would be committed "Uncle Eddie" agreed to them being brought into play as he had some doubts about Bindon actually going through with the "contract" on Terry as Terry was in his own way one of Bindons own Terry had been " ..on the run" ....though in his case some would call it a very slow walk, he wasn't one to lay low or keep a low profile, something that had earnt him the respect of many known to Bindon.....infact.terry was more often than not to be found on the Fulham road despite being sought by Chelsea police,,in fact he and bindon had quite alot in common including Scotland yard and H.M/customs for several years ,he and Bindon shared the same taste in "watering holes" and at least two former lovers of Bindons dated Terry who was some ten or so years younger and had made his name in and around Soho since ateenager there in the late sixty's ,he had come up on the streets sleeping rough then squatting and being areal pain to Vine street and west end central police for years becoming quite the player working alongside the biggest of London's dealers.Friend to the likes of Dave Martin ,Coffee Budgie Scots Rab Paddy Maginty and others including "Uncle Eddie" 10 years before he conspired against him and Bettina playing the Judas card to afraid to show his real interests

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2007-05-19T05:43:00.000-07:00

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2007-05-16T06:19:00.000-07:00

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2007-05-15T05:28:00.000-07:00

What do these have in common was what i wandered befofe being contacted by the sisters and why were three members ofthe notorious red hand brigade of Belfast also mentioned as conspiring against Bettina andd Terry? Over to you sisters.......

Bindon

2007-05-15T05:14:00.000-07:00

John Bindon"NOT" the rescuer of the innocents Wensly Clarkson would have folks believe, but a protector of anyone if the price was right ,a long time user of cocaine ,an abuser of both sex's and a self confessed killer who probably infected innocents. Wensly fails to mention he protected heroin dealers that were responsible for supplying herion to several that Bindon is reputed to have helped ,one Janey died in a public toilet of an overdose of heroin supplied by those Bindon protected as did Piers Shaw son of then M.P. Peter Shaw ,also Clarkson neglects to say Bindon died of full blown HIV AIDES when he writes of him being such a" legend ",strangely his name is not mentioned in the writing's of real villains that earned there reputations and were/are genuine "old school" with real codes of honour Feel free to read books on and by real "legends" of the underworld i.e. Frankie Fraiser, Paul Ferris,etc

Cast+2

2007-05-15T05:08:00.000-07:00

"uncle eddie" ex army long time player in cannibis,opium and vice, operated inearly 60s onwards mainly in london and east africa

Some background

2007-05-15T04:47:00.000-07:00

Names of other players in this 30 year old mystery .....Nigel Buckland ex public school ,family based in London and county Wicklow ,walked the Royal and turned Queens evidence on 22 of his Friends , became heroin addict and "alleged"supplier , conspired with "uncle Eddie" and other ex public school heroin suppliers to have Terry killed in 1977 because one coveted Bettina and others feared Terry after Nigel was given a warning that being a police informant and heroin supplier was detrimental to his and his friends health .Terry did not know that they not only enjoyed the protection of certain police officers because of status but also the protection of one John Bindon............nor that Bindon enjoyed M.i.5. and some police protection due to having one dishounerable Victoria Hodge as his live in slut and compramising photographs of her friend Princess Margret,photo's taken whilst enjoying the Tenant,s holiday island of Mystiqueand John Bindons companey

Tells

2007-05-15T04:30:00.000-07:00

one sadly terminally ill "sister" has this contacted writer about Bettina,one tried to ask noted fairy tale writer Wensly Clarkson for help as to Bettina's well being but the rose coloured bespectacled author of" note?" Wensly Clarkson has refused to respond to a dieing ladies plea, no money in helping others Wensly? One sister spoke of a recent opening of a late friends safety deposit box ,discovering photographs and other items inside they wished to return ? Some relate to those mentioned in past posts some tell more and some certainly need placing in safe hands....................

2007-05-15T03:48:00.000-07:00

Veritas

2007-05-12T04:37:00.000-07:00

Bettina modeled for cover of 19 magazine in1976/7 , rumors are rife her then lover Terry ? was killed and she returned her mothers in Germany .Does Adnan Kashoggi or Mohamad el Fahyed know her
whereabouts? Would Wendy Green ,Maria "Solomons"a.k.a."Mona" Mona Lisa smile," know if she is alive and well ?Karen O'Connor Des,s daughter, little Wendy,Frank ODoherty? Surely tabloid author Wenley Clarkson

Bettina 55

2007-05-12T04:29:00.001-07:00

Bettina born germany 1955 ,jewish model and p.a. to Adnan Kashoggi missing ,foul play suspected

Bettina Sobelladonna

2007-05-12T04:29:00.000-07:00